Yes it happened ! Love Faded Away ...

Finally, the time came when i was no more in Love..

Horrible Mother

yes, i have a horrible mother . not that she beats me up or anything. but when it comes to mental harassment she is a professional.
as being the last child and married off in lesser houses then her elder sisters. she is a frustrated human being . as for her everybody is her enemy .
she blames everybody else for even a problem like her broken tooth. what ever is wrong was never her doing even if she did it. she is proclaims that others have manipulated her in doing it.
yes, i have been meaning to write this from a long time but never got chance.
  as for me. only gods ! can help me.

love fades ...does it.

How long does it take to love fades ? Weeks ? Months? Years ? or May be it never fades.
I have been pondering on this question quite often. As i'm waiting for it to fade away. It's been almost 4 months i fell in love . Yup. And have been a month last i saw him. Why ? Well , i thought , if i will not keep bumping in him around every corner i might get over him.
Did it happened ?
I guess not.
As i dreamed of making love with George Clooney last night. now that's Weird. Something is seriously wrong with me. Really !! George Clooney ??? huuuuh...(although he is kinda sexy )

I still check his timeline on facebook. He always appers in my top friends list. So i mostly visit my profile just to see his DP.

Am i Over him ?
i Sure am .
Why else I will dream of George ? huh ?

My personal Love Story

Just like everybody else . i have my own little love story . copyrights exclusively mine.
So, to start with , I'm not that kind of Girl whose falls in Love with every other guy i meet. But , i do have lots of guy- friends, we all hang out ,have fun , party together all the time.
But when it come to Relationships and falling in love , i have not been so lucky . it doesn't mean that i haven't asked out lately.
Yes, guys do pursue me. I was never ready . I prayed day in day out for me to fall in love so that, i can be sure that i'm normal . i can  fall in love.
And man, i did . I fell in love with the guy who was Just perfect. completely wrong for me. People say it happens at first sight. but they also say that just attraction. And yes, my heart did stop ,when i first saw him.

His gang all became one gang due to my best friend . Things were going slow. And i met an accident and got out of scene . And my Best friend Started dating him. all was well. She was beautiful . He was handsome . Same religion. I took my place beside them. I was in my recovery stage. Other things were more important to me.
But don't know why they broke up. i never asked why.most probably the reasons were regarding his family problem.
But time on ! And Everything was back as it was . Not for too long. College fest Came along. i was the boss and he was greatest help. we did loads of things together. But not for once i had any out of box thought.
At the Event day, we were Hosting together . He was not catching a simple clue of what i was saying. At the time of vote of Thanks he  Caught me off guard. i was spell bound. Next Moment . BABY, I was in Love with him.

Hello ! I was in love . And i Don't why , But i was sure that it was not One sided .

Ya , It's a Sunday !!

Sundays have different meaning for everybody , not really, Some people might be having same ! But for me, it's is totally different from others. As, i have to stay home. Home, ya...There is no place like Home, certainly. But for me. i can survive in a ruthless college or school or office for that matter but survive at home is next to impossible. Mission Impossible.! 

People sleep for late hours on Sundays, I Do it everyday.  But on Sunday i'm suppose to a an early bird. well from the point of view of my Mother ! ya, she feel threaten When i'm around for long Hours ! 

Home is some kind of Kingdom for her which belongs to her and Her only. I'm like some unwanted guest. For whom she she has to cook or serve. well, it's completely different matter that we have one full-time Butler .

There is no "GOOD Morning " for me . it's always , "how lazy and ungrateful i'm ?'' I should have woke up at like 6 in morning and started doing house work so the workload of the butler can be cut down to nothing. 

She gets herself massaged everyday , that's no big deal . but if i talk 2 minutes to read Newspaper , Which is quite necessary for a MBA student to do in order to stay updated. i become A monster who only thinks about my own entertainment. mind you "entertainment.

Lipika Airon